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Source: CU-MARK ([CU-MARK])

Cue: "Your distress would move the heart of a statue. Indeed it would move the entire statue if it were on rollers"

Source format: "MS, draft, not sent"

Letter type: "draft, not sent"

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Published on MTPO: 2007

Print Publication: v6

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To Mary M. Field
29 July 1874 • Elmira, N.Y. (MS, draft, not sent: CU-MARK, UCCL 01115)
Mrs. Mary M. Field:1explanatory note

Madam: Your distress would move the heart of a statue. Indeed it would move the entire statue if it were on rollers. I have seen looked upon poverty & its attendant misery in many lands, & in my own person I have suffered in this sort: but I never have heard of a case so bitter as yours. Nothing in the world between you & starvation but a lucrative literary situation, a few diamonds & things, & three thousand seven hundred dollars worth of town property. How you must suffer. I do not know that there is any relief for misery like this. Suicide has been recommended by some authors.

Why yes—I you are right., as to my experiences. I certainly have been many months without employment, without one single cent, & in debt; (& in that time asked no favors from friends—or strangers.)2explanatory note So —to speak candidly—you have chosen badly when you pitched upon me as being a man who would regard thirty-seven hundred dollars & the other things as abject indigence, & so melt himself away emendation in a sprinyg freshet of sympathy. Now you surely did couldn’t expect to impress anybody with your kind of poverty who had personally experienced the real kind.

Madam, I receive a good many letters like yours, & they all have one family feature. That is, they all show the presence of a mean, pitiful sham which the writers take for “pride,” & the utter absence of a redeeming shame. What shape does your “pride” take? Simply the contemptible emendation degrading wish to seem what you are not; to “keep up appearances;” to live after in a style which you cannot afford; to pretend to the world that you have money when you haven’t. And to humor this “pride,” you are willing to pay one debt by creating another. And to do this you are not ashamed to apply to a stranger. And no beggar on his knees ever made his supplication in more abject language. than do you, with the rags of your thirty-seven hundred dollars fluttering about your emaciated person. emendation

If you had any shame, any real pride, you would go to a bank or an insurance company & pledge your real estate for the sum you require instead of writing ten pages of “agonies of distress” to a stranger to prove that you are as unworthy a mendicant as ever went on the highway. In the days of my very hardest fortune, when I envied the very dogs their dinners, I would have starved before I would have beg humbled emendation myself to beg the help of a stranger——so you can easily fancy the amount of grim compassion I feel for you, & your lacerated “pride,” & your imaginary “poverty.”

I suppose you will think, now, that I am not a “gentleman.” Then I shall be crushed clear into the earth.

Please do not show my letter to anybody, but burn it. Burn it freely—for I have kept a copy. I have kept yours, too—were you ashamed of it, that you wanted it destroyed? I have a whole museum of such.3explanatory note

I have now done you a cruel kindness, but a kindness, nevertheless. If it shall sting you into rousing your torpid pride into life again (for you have pride hidden away in you somewhere); if it shall make you keenly ashamed of your four mendicant letters which you have written to your four brother authors; if it shall so stir your wrath & stab your self-love that you can never again be capable of penning a similar letter; if it shall carry its lesson sharply home to you by leading you to reflect upon what sort of a heroine you would make for one of your own Christmas stories, making an agonizing appeal to a stranger with $3,700 in your pocket—I shall not then regret writing this letter to you for nothing when I could sell it to a magazine for two or three hundred dollars. I shall then feel that the brother author who loaned you $100 did you a trivial service indeed compared to this of mine—& I shall know that some day you ought to sincerely thank me for it, whether that time ever comes or not.

Ys Truly
Sam. L. Clemens.
Textual Commentary
29 July 1874 • To Mary M. FieldElmira, N.Y.UCCL 01115
Source text(s):

MS, draft, not sent, Mark Twain Papers, The Bancroft Library, University of California, Berkeley (CU-MARK).

Previous Publication:

L6 , 197–201.

Provenance:

see Mark Twain Papers in Description of Provenance.

More information on provenance may be found in Description of Provenanceclick to open link.

Explanatory Notes
1 

Clemens answered the following letter (CU-MARK):

Please address.—

Woodstock.—Windsor County.—Vermont.

Mrs Mary Margaret Field.—



“Mark Twain.”—          Private & Confidential.


Dear Sir.—

Will Mr Clemens burn this, as
soon as read, and keep its
contents a secret, from every
eye, except his own?—emendation


I write to you, because I have read sketches of yr life, and it seems to me, that, as you have raised yourself from obscurity and poverty, by your own talents and energy, you may feel some interest in the struggles of a Woman, who has supported herself, entirely, creditably, and honorably, by her pen, from the age of seventeen years.—

In England, in 1857–8—I wrote for Charles Dickens, and can refer you to my stories and poems in his Magazine, if you honor me with a reply to this note.—

Returning to America, my poverty compelled me to write Serials for the weekly papers,—of late years, I have received $1.000 for each Serial of 12 Parts.— Out of my earnings I have largely assisted relatives, who are poor;—have largely contributed to my church, and to the comfort of the poor;—have purchased land & houses in this town to the value of $3.700, which I still hold;—and, in 1873, had laid by a sufficient sum to enable me to drop Serial writing for some months, and to prepare higher and better work, in the shape of a Book.— The Panic came,—and at a moment’s warning, the Bank failed, and every penny of my savings was swept away.— I was taken ill directly after and was unable to write.— Recovering, in the winter, I stepped upon an icy stair, fell, and broke my arm,—and was unable to touch a pen again before the 1st May, 1874.——

These long months of illness plunged me in debt, to the amount of $400.—for medical attendance, household stores, service, &c.——As soon as I was able to write, I prepared a 12 Part Serial, & sent it to the paper for which I wrote.— They had overpaid me $300. in the previous year.— I asked them to deduct this sum,—for which they held no security, or acknowledgment of mine,—& to return me the balance— $700. They wrote that the story was accepted, & liked,—but said nothing of the money.— I had not one penny.— I tried to sell 10 acres of woodland, at a sacrifice, but could not, in the state of the money market.— Finally, I borrowed $15.00, of a friend, & went on to see my Editors.— They told me that the Panic had so cramped them that they cld no longer pay high prices,—that they cld purchase nothing more for months to come,—& that they cld only give me for the Mss.—the sum of $300.—which they had already overpaid, last year.——

So my Spring’s work,—written while I was scarcely able to hold my pen, was all lost to me!——

I have a fresh engagement, on another paper, but it will take me till September, to prepare another Serial.— Meanwhile, everyone needs their money, and I am in an agony of trouble, to think, that, after years of prompt & faithful payments, I am inconveniencing them, now.——

I have written to four of our leading prose writers, stating my case.—,One,—well known to you, personally, promptly enclosed his checque for $100.—on receipt of my letter, and took only my note, as security, refusing to accept interest.— I have never seen him, and he knows nothing of me, except what my letter told him.— From two others I expect to hear, daily.— You are the fourth whom I have thus addressed.——

I have thought, that some memory of the days when you knew what it was, to be poor, and harassed, may lead you to extend a helping hand to me, in my hour of sorest need.— Till now I have “paddled my own canoe” asking no aid from anyone.— But this is a dark and sorrowful time,—my heart lies heavy in my breast, and all the beauty of the summer is spoiled, for me, by the thought of the debts that I am powerless to pay.——

If you are willing to loan me $100.—for five or six months, as the friend I have named above, has done, I will return my note, for that amount, and can offer you, as security, one diamond ring, worth $50.—bought of Crosby & Morse, (Boston) two years ago, but only worn once since.— Also an Elgin-gentleman’s watch, (the G. M. Wheeler) in perfect running order,—silver case,—worth $33.00.— This wld represent $83. of the loan.— While I live, I would be “sawn asunder” before I wld delay the return of the money, at the time named;—and, if I die suddenly, my property here, will cover everything I owe, over & over again.—

I ask this favor of successful Authors, because I know that many have been helped, in this way,—and because, if I attempt to raise the money here, it will cause much gossip, from those who have somewhat enviously watched my course, heretofore,—and pronounced it rather wonderful, for a woman, alone & unaided, but “a thing that cannot last.”— Before these people, I dread to seem to fail;—and there is no need of so doing, if, from my more successful “brethren of the quill,” I can obtain the small temporary help I need.——

If you answer this, (and I am sure you are too courteous not to answer, in one way or another.—) I will answer any questions you may ask,—will give you my writing name,—references as to my respectability,—and, if you wish it, a certificate from the Town Clerk, here, as to the nature & extent of my property on the Records.— I will also give the name of the Author who has already so generously loaned me $100. till November next.——

If I can get this assistance, I can go on with a Christmas Story, which I wish to issue, in pamphlet form, in Dec. next.— By that Story, I hope to raise myself from the lower ground to which poverty, so far, has condemned me, and to “go up higher” in the profession which I have chosen.— It is my earnest wish to dedicate that little Book to the friends who come to my aid, now. Will you allow me to place your name upon the dedicatory page?— I lived 9½ years in England,—I married an English gentleman,—& I feel sure, that, with my experience of social life there, on the Continent, & in Egypt, I can write a Xmas tale, which will “take”,—& which you will not be ashamed to see in connection with the name you have already made famous all over the world.— I shall watch the mails, most anxiously for yr reply to this letter, and, of whatever nature it may be, let me beg you to send an answer, at yr earliest convenience.—If you feel disposed to assist me, I shall look upon you as an Angel of Consolation in the hour of bitterest need.—I am ready to give the fullest & frankest information about myself,—and can offer references of the most satisfactory kind,—but refrain, now, as this letter is already very long.—

I cannot tell you how earnestly I pray that your heart may be moved to assist me.—In your happy home,—wealthy, fortunate, famous and beloved, as you now are, you may have forgotten the old days of struggle.—Yet call them up once more, for a moment, to your mind, & for their sake, & because of the knowledge of suffering they gave you, have compassion on me,—for indeed, my distress is very deep, & genuine, and I know not which may to turn for relief,—

Mary Margaret Field.

Household Words, the weekly magazine conducted by Dickens from 1850 to 1859, printed all submissions anonymously. Field’s married name does not appear among the contributors who have been identified through the magazine’s surviving account books (Lohrli, 12–14, 34). Doubtless among the “sketches” of Clemens’ life that Field had read was the one that recently appeared in Appletons’ Journal (see 22 May 74 to Bliss, n. 2click to open link).

2 

Clemens gave an account of such distress in chapter 59 of Roughing It, where he described his period of impecunious “slinking” ( RI 1993 , 405–6, 701).

3 

Clemens retained his drafted letter; it is not known whether he actually sent Field a fair copy. No response is extant. See 19 Feb 75 to Barnum, n. 1click to open link, for details of some of the other contents of Clemen’s “museum.”

Emendations and Textual Notes
 Will . . . own?— ● a vertical brace spans the left margin of these four lines
  away ●  partly formed character
  contemptible  ●  false ascenders/descenders
  person. ●  partly formed character, possibly ‘r’
  beg humbled ●  beg hum humbled first ‘hum’ written over ‘beg’; rewritten for clarity
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