29 July 1874 • Elmira, N.Y. (MS, draft, not sent: CU-MARK, UCCL 01115)
Madam: Your distress would move the heart of a statue. Indeed it would move the entire statue if it were on rollers. I have seen looked upon poverty & its attendant misery in many lands, & in my own person I have suffered in this sort: but I never have heard of a case so bitter as yours. Nothing in the world between you & starvation but a lucrative literary situation, a few diamonds & things, & three thousand seven hundred dollars worth of town property. How you must suffer. I do not know that there is any relief for misery like this. Suicide has been recommended by some authors.
Why yes—I you are right., as to my experiences. I certainly have been many months without employment, without one single cent, & in debt; (& in that time asked no favors from friends—or strangers.)2explanatory note So —to speak candidly—you have chosen badly when you pitched upon me as being a man who would regard thirty-seven hundred dollars & the other things as abject indigence, & so melt himself aw◇ay Ⓐemendation in a sprinyg freshet of sympathy. Now you surely did couldn’t expect to impress anybody with your kind of poverty who had personally experienced the real kind.
Madam, I receive a good many letters like yours, & they all have one family feature. That is, they all show the presence of a mean, pitiful sham which the writers take for “pride,” & the utter absence of a redeeming shame. What shape does your “pride” take? Simply the contemptible Ⓐemendation degrading wish to seem what you are not; to “keep up appearances;” to live after in a style which you cannot afford; to pretend to the world that you have money when you haven’t. And to humor this “pride,” you are willing to pay one debt by creating another. And to do this you are not ashamed to apply to a stranger. And no beggar on his knees ever made his supplication in more abject language. than do you, with the rags of your thirty-seven hundred dollars fluttering about your emaciated per◇son. Ⓐemendation
If you had any shame, any real pride, you would go to a bank or an insurance company & pledge your real estate for the sum you require instead of writing ten pages of “agonies of distress” to a stranger to prove that you are as unworthy a mendicant as ever went on the highway. In the days of my very hardest fortune, when I envied the very dogs their dinners, I would have starved before I would have beg humbled Ⓐemendation myself to beg the help of a stranger——so you can easily fancy the amount of grim compassion I feel for you, & your lacerated “pride,” & your imaginary “poverty.”
I suppose you will think, now, that I am not a “gentleman.” Then I shall be crushed clear into the earth.
Please do not show my letter to anybody, but burn it. Burn it freely—for I have kept a copy. I have kept yours, too—were you ashamed of it, that you wanted it destroyed? I have a whole museum of such.3explanatory note
I have now done you a cruel kindness, but a kindness, nevertheless. If it shall sting you into rousing your torpid pride into life again (for you have pride hidden away in you somewhere); if it shall make you keenly ashamed of your four mendicant letters which you have written to your four brother authors; if it shall so stir your wrath & stab your self-love that you can never again be capable of penning a similar letter; if it shall carry its lesson sharply home to you by leading you to reflect upon what sort of a heroine you would make for one of your own Christmas stories, making an agonizing appeal to a stranger with $3,700 in your pocket—I shall not then regret writing this letter to you for nothing when I could sell it to a magazine for two or three hundred dollars. I shall then feel that the brother author who loaned you $100 did you a trivial service indeed compared to this of mine—& I shall know that some day you ought to sincerely thank me for it, whether that time ever comes or not.
Clemens answered the following letter (CU-MARK):
Household Words, the weekly magazine conducted by Dickens from 1850 to 1859, printed all submissions anonymously. Field’s married name does not appear among the contributors who have been identified through the magazine’s surviving account books (Lohrli, 12–14, 34). Doubtless among the “sketches” of Clemens’ life that Field had read was the one that recently appeared in Appletons’ Journal (see 22 May 74 to Bliss, n. 2click to open link).
Clemens gave an account of such distress in chapter 59 of Roughing It, where he described his period of impecunious “slinking” ( RI 1993 , 405–6, 701).
Clemens retained his drafted letter; it is not known whether he actually sent Field a fair copy. No response is extant. See 19 Feb 75 to Barnum, n. 1click to open link, for details of some of the other contents of Clemen’s “museum.”
MS, draft, not sent, Mark Twain Papers, The Bancroft Library, University of California, Berkeley (CU-MARK).
L6 , 197–201.
see Mark Twain Papers in Description of Provenance.
More information on provenance may be found in Description of Provenanceclick to open link.